Recently I have come into some realizations of my life in general.
I feel I have been blindfolded for quite some time.
I have regrets and apologies, but nothing I can truly take back.
I have been selfish in many instances and for that I am sorry.
I am working on changing things for the better, and collecting my life.
Getting older has shed much light on past situations, relationships and friendships that I have had and either thrown away or not cared enough to worry about how they ended up. I have run away from many people and places. But I feel it is time to own up to them, and suck all the venom out, because being poisoned is just not fun or enjoyable.
To all the people I may have hurt along my path I would like to say that I am truly sorry, but I was just too caught up in how I felt to care. It was wrong and I am working on fixing my character and actions.
I am looking forward to the rest of 2009 and the future years to come. I hope that you can forgive me, and if not I would understand. And to the people that have stuck by me, thank you. I do appreciate you and I will try to show this more.

Sorry for being such a piece of shit for so long, chasing boys, and just being down right nasty. I could use some support, and if you're willing you probably already have my number.

work work work
tonight?! WHYYYYYYYYYYy
I'm either going to be Wednesday Addams or a Jodi from Dazed and Confused, which is pretty much a hippie.

Hope everyone has fun tonight.. I might be out later depending on when I get off. :( x50
I'm slightly worried about my boyfriend. ugh.

either way, I'll see ya'll tomorrow night.
speaking of WHO IS ALL GOING TO THE CHAMP?
AND THE BANE SHOW SUNDAY?
see you there.