urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shes_a_mess_xo i am such a liar when i smile. shes_a_mess_xo 2009-02-09T17:44:01Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shes_a_mess_xo:84475 2009-02-09T17:41:18Z 2009-02-09T17:44:01Z beyonce Recently I have come into some realizations of my life in general.<br />I feel I have been blindfolded for quite some time.<br />I have regrets and apologies, but nothing I can truly take back.<br />I have been selfish in many instances and for that I am sorry.<br />I am working on changing things for the better, and collecting my life.<br />Getting older has shed much light on past situations, relationships and friendships that I have had and either thrown away or not cared enough to worry about how they ended up. I have run away from many people and places. But I feel it is time to own up to them, and suck all the venom out, because being poisoned is just not fun or enjoyable.<br />To all the people I may have hurt along my path I would like to say that I am truly sorry, but I was just too caught up in how I felt to care. It was wrong and I am working on fixing my character and actions.<br />I am looking forward to the rest of 2009 and the future years to come. I hope that you can forgive me, and if not I would understand. And to the people that have stuck by me, thank you. I do appreciate you and I will try to show this more. <br /><br />Sorry for being such a piece of shit for so long, chasing boys, and just being down right nasty. I could use some support, and if you're willing you probably already have my number. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shes_a_mess_xo:78822 2008-10-31T17:01:40Z 2008-10-31T17:01:40Z miles away work work work<br />tonight?! WHYYYYYYYYYYy<br />I'm either going to be Wednesday Addams or a Jodi from Dazed and Confused, which is pretty much a hippie.<br /><br />Hope everyone has fun tonight.. I might be out later depending on when I get off. :( x50<br />I'm slightly worried about my boyfriend. ugh.<br /><br />either way, I'll see ya'll tomorrow night.<br />speaking of WHO IS ALL GOING TO THE CHAMP?<br />AND THE BANE SHOW SUNDAY?<br />see you there. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shes_a_mess_xo:450 2004-08-09T17:26:44Z 2008-05-21T22:06:05Z <center>OMG FUCKING FREINDS ONLY!<br /><br><br><img src="http://i276.photobucket.com/albums/kk39/danielleisshady/jy_jera.png" border="2" alt="Photobucket"></center>